bandage

My pork leg still not recover yet after I fell down from bus that day.. Its been a month already. 

So, no choice, I know its time for me to see sensei.. 

Last night she wrapped me a huge bandage on my knee, but unfortunately I awake from pain in the midnight. And this morning my whole leg pain especially ankle. and OMG, I have to go back to sensei again.. damn it! 

AND!!! I got my second bandage on my ankle! FML! Today this sensei said its my old injured and because I never take care of it properly last time. Arrgghh!!! And after I take off my bandage, I have to wear the knee protecter, for athletic one... for duno how long... sien sia... This time really become bai ka liao!! LOL

Hopefully my pork knuckle will recover by friday.. OMG! My trip is on Saturday... how to walk la like this...... T.T

My first pork knuckle... 

 The 2nd one in a day T.T

Look tasty right? LOL.. pork knuckle~~ 

changes

I know I have changed a lot lately.. ever since two weeks ago.. ever since I feel I'm such a failure..

Boss said I changed, Irise, why lately u wear so nice to work? Irise tonight where to chiong? wah Irise today ur heels so high.. 

The saloon next door said, Irise, way, u getting more feminine lately yea. Irise, today u very sexy ya.. 

The parents of my students said, Irise, stop drinking.. Irise, hey come lets go dinner. Irise come lets go drinking..

Yea, I myself know I'm having a lot a lot changes.. I don't really drink, but now I drink a lot.. I used to be very anti social, but now I'm trying very hard to arrange my schedule, and come home late every night... 

For the past 10 days, I already drank for 5 nights.. beer, liquor, wine.. which really break my entire life record..

Sometimes, I really duno why must I do this.. no matter how tired, I still wanting to go out... 

When I think of my only lovely place - my room, I really sien.. no more like last time..

No more... no more wanting to come home..

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passenger

People usually think a lot when they are alone with music on the ear... at least I'm one of them. haha

Yea, you're right, I'm single now, or i should say, again?? haha . I know u definitely will laugh at me when u read this. as u wish... i dun care, dun mind, because currently in my life, as long as I can keep a place in my heart for a very special angel, then I'm happy enough.

Nowadays I have been very hardworking on preparing my performance. Hopefully can perform this year end... but hardly yea.. cause really need a lot of time to prepare.. so thats my point of life now. stay focus! focus focus!!

Have been knowing what I really want in my life, thats why I made the decision to come Singapore.

Met benson in my life... maybe he is just a passenger... too much different.. too much gap.. so since he is not what I want, decided to leave again... haha..

And now, stupid me, is getting myself into trouble of wanting to let someone to come into my life. We used to motivate each other. He used to accompany me so much when I was down.. most touching part was sang to me via recording.. LOL.. BUT, duno why... I'm sooooooo scare and afraid of this kind of feeling, feel I'm stupid... and finally everything ends. and, I'm suffering myself here, while i think he is not.. cause I'm only normal friend to him.. haha..  stupid me keep on thinking of him. i think i bit siau liao. hahhaaa... my friend Darren also said I abnormal liao... lol

ok la... abnormal human wanna continue with work in making calendar le.... ^^

428

Its 12am now.. just done my job and finally i can sit down to blog something..

Yesterday (7 minutes ago) was 428. My country was having BERSIH 3.0 ... just done watching those rally video clips from youtube, Facebook... How i wish i have the chance to go back to join the rally also. Some people may feel it sounds silly for being kepo.. (yea, at least my dad, haha) but I really feel touched when I see all the races gathered together just to protect the country.

Even though I duno whether this rally helps in coming election, but I really wish I would have the chance to join this kind of rally one day....

God Bless Malaysia   ( ~.~ )

到此為止

到此 到此為止 到此為止 到此為止 到此為止 到此為止 為止

 the end...

serious insomnia

having really serious insomnia lately.. feel very pekcek every night before sleep and after waking up. so sien...

never find the solution to cure the problem! always im the one that have to figure out how n how... so tired...... i might just suicide la!!

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26 & 27

sometimes i really dont understand why human dont know what is 26 and 27.. really sien when i get to know this.. i think only that human (opps, should i consider "it" as a human?) understand what am i talking now. haha.. who cares.. from the beginning i already made it very clear on what i want and what i dont want...

phew... bo lak to think bout it.

the bf's birthday is coming soon... gonna give him a surprise and few days birthday celebration. hehe..

lets plan something here.. 2 days before the birthday, i plan to bring him on a laser happy birthday fountain surprise. plan to play chipmunks' happy birthday on the fountain when the laser happy birthday come out.. haha.. found this special thing last week when i had dinner with ahkum.. then will give him a cupcake with a candle~ hehe..

then on the birthday itself, i plan to bring him to kl to have a special lunch.. or maybe after we came back from our short getaway.. will pakat with his three bestie to give him a surprise (duno can make it or not. haha.. sounds fun, right?)  then bring him to a very nice place for dessert at kuchai lama.. hehe.. then night time when we go back to his place, i plan to bring him to "spice vaganza" , a very nice place for dinner.. will book a room for dinner, with birthday decoration. hehe~~

then next day when come back to Singapore, will give him a pressie~~ a gucci card case.. hehe, tested him few days ago, and he like it~~ wohoo~~ plus a cake maybe?? CAKE AGAIN??!! omg!! some other things please... mmm... have an idea in my mind now.. gonna make a chocolate fondue marshmallow with happy birthday on the frozen marshmallow in the paper cups~~ and of cause! candles above!!!! haha .. sounds cool right??

hehe, lets see what will happen on the birthday.. wahahah!! think liao also happy!~~^^

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